Everything seems so blue... My uniform, my office computer, my bedroom, my wardrode, my bed, my curtain, my T-shirt.... everything is so blue, including the day... Monday Blue.... Tired to go to work, of course... Something happened in the office actually irritated me... A mis-trust I would say... The trust is not there between the officer and us... well, I decided not to think so much about it and tried to forget about it... Stop stressing myself when I can't do much about it...

Just happen to see my calender and notice that I will ORD soon... many things start to flash thru my mind... what am I gonna do after ORD?? what field I want to do?? suddenly I felt kinda lost.... must calm myself down to gather all my thoughts....