I am bursting into tears.... suddenly I felt all alone... left all alone by myself... wanted to step out of the house so much... but... I felt that the world has abandon me...

All the colours have departed away... away from my life... Living a life without colours... colours of hopes, loves, joys and laughters... All I see around me is black and white... Where have all the colours gone??

All the flavours have faded away... Honey that don't taste sweet anymore, Lime don't taste sour anymore... Living a life so bland... so tasteless... It is now when delicacy lost it flavours... Where have all the flavours gone??

All the smell of nature have ignored me... I no longer smell the falling rain of hopes, coz I have no more hopes... I no longer smell the sea of love, coz I have gave up all... I no longer smell the forest of life, coz I am not given any.... Where have all the smell of nature gone??

All the sounds have hide away from me... I no longer hear cheers and celebrations, coz I found no victory... I no longer hear music of laughter, coz I found nothing to laugh and be joyful about... I no longer hear wailing and crying, coz sorrow have buried me deep into the soil... Where have all the sounds gone??

All the feeling have gathered and left me... I no longer feel pain, coz I had bear much more pain before... I no longer feel happiness, coz nothing in this world worth to be happy... I no longer feel sad, coz all the sorrows I had, had drowned me entirely... This body is nothing but an empty shell... Where have all the feelings gone??

Perhaps one day, I shall walk through that door and find a new me....