Supposed to meet up with Violet as she thought that it would be better to meet up with her rather than roaming around outside aimlessly and get myself injured somehow… So I went down to her workplace and came to know she can only accompany me for about 1 hr or so because she was going to gym after that. Well, it’s does make any difference anyway but still I need to thanks her for giving me support… OH ya… thanks for Lane for chatting with me, listening to my sorrows and babbling till 4 am and thanks Audrey for giving me an assurance that her hotline HP is open 24/7… I am very touch… thanks! I decided to fight this problem alone, without the help of my buddies… 5 buddies and I am not going to tell anyone of them…

After Violet went for gym, I started to float around like a walking corpse, walking aimlessly which remind me of a guy which I saw on Wednesday at Bedok drinking alone and looking real stress… I looked exactly like him… The only difference is I am not drinking… walking my way to Chinatown and wanted to settle my FIRST meal of the day there… WELL, I must admit it is a food paradise and I couldn’t find a seat…walked over to Maxwell Market and AGAIN… NO SEATS! It’s alright! Managed to find some empty “cold” seats… not the usual “HOT” seats where the famous food are at… ate some food from the not so popular stall. Walk over to the bazaar and you know what? My body rejected food and drink… almost throw out everything, I wondered was it due to the heat… You know what? I almost fainted in there… Yes, in the crowd… very giddy… finally managed to get out sound and rested at the staircase and decided to go out and stop roaming like a walking corpse…