It's only Monday but I'm already started thinking about this coming Saturday... I am a type of person who can't really keep still at home on Saturday... Always hope to linger out.. then I come to notice, I am drifting further and further from my so called buddies... The doggy and piggy frds that I always hanged around on weekend during my poly and NS times... I felt that I can no longer click with them, find topics to talk, we are turning from buddies to friends and perhaps strangers...

Am I turning unfriendly? Did I changed? I guessed I did... BUT I really missed the time we shared, played, teased, cheated, bullied, "suaned", sang, drank, travelled and blah blah blah.... It's fun!! now?? I felt that we are scattered... I maybe a introvert but I can't stand loneliness as I grow older each day...

No more frds?? Of course, I have... Ying'er in UK, Shawn in US, now April, James and Kit in Australia... I mean we are not that close but we did went out a few times during my lonely weekend... but now? hahaha... perhaps I should start to find more frds... hahaha....