I kept wondering if I am really cut for chemical line... R&D or lab kinda job... somehow or rather, I felt that I am lack of something in my career fulfilment... I am lack of that "achievement"... which actually made me felt that I am dragging my feet to work... perhaps it is not the company that I wanna work in which gave me that idiotic feeling...

I sat down these few nitez and started thinking about my work and my interests... I think that although my area of studies are in Chemical Engineering... but my interests still go back to PR and creativity/innovation... WHICH actually don't make any sense... I am such a shy guy... one that don't really like to talk too much and I wanna do PR??

Perhaps it is just an emptiness I felt which caused me to have the desire to be in the PR line... What shall I do??????????