I went to hospital to visit a colleague in my NS... This visit will change my view on life again... He's being transferred from ICU to High Dependancy Ward... I shall not speak of the details of his conditions.. but I can tell you, it is bad... VERY bad... it hurt me a lot... I started to wonder how his parents feel, his gf, his sibling, his friends... I couldn't take it much longer... and I left shortly...

Now still in daze...