I guess I got up on the wrong side of the bed or I am still very much in the holiday mood... I wasn't in a very good mood this morning.. not because of what had happened the previous night.. I guess it's just me and me and me... kekee...

I felt that emptiness today... suddenly, I kinda miss these 3 persons... no need to speculate who are they... most probably, I won't say... miss their presence, miss their smile, miss their voice, and yes... MISS them... haiz... heart felt so heavy and yet I can't explain why...

I felt torn today... lethargic, worn out, tired, sick... I felt like leaving this place... to somewhere I can live again.. to somewhere I can be free... haiz... went for a walk just now... it didn't really help.. haiz... heart felt so heavy and yet I can't explain why...

I felt piss-ed today... sorry to those I had offended today, I guessed I muz have piss off quite a few of them today... I need some rest... how I wish I am hospitalised.. or into a deep sleep... free from the problems I am facing... haiz... heart felt so heavy and yet I can't explain why...

I felt aimless today... not because I didn't set my resolution for the brand new year 2007 but i guess what she said is right... I always give in to people, allow people to stray me away from my goals, allow people to interfere my path to goals... haiz.. heart felt so heavy and yet I can't explain why...