Just came back home from D&D...wasn't in a very sound state of mind... not because of the alcohol... the flashing light make me felt so dizzy... for some reasons, this Jim was taken a back to his own world... someone who is so sociable (as most ppl claimed) and used to attend lot of functions, felt anti-social for tonight... *struggling to climb out of the hole...

The fear of the the people around... walking here and there... the fear of the sound of toasting the wine... suddenly, i felt drifted apart... scary.......

MUST be the stupid flashing light, flashing all over... hahaha... dunno why... i got easily affected by flashing lights these few days... I was by the roadside last night and a car with high beam went past me and I went dazed and stood there for a few good seconds... lucky I am not crossing the road...

gathered my thoughts after the dinner and went to have a Expresso double shot... and it is useless... I still feeling dazy and sleepy... haiz.... In fact, I'm falling asleep now... Oops... need to take medication... *dragging my feet to the kitchen now....