Dear Rachel...

You left me alone, left me to fight the war alone... The wind blow harshly, the rain pour without warning, the night freeze without mercy.... I am scare, very scare... I often hid in a corner and cried... I wish for nothing much but just a little care and concern you often show to that little white rose in your room... Yes, I am jealous.. and very jealous! I simply wanna show you how I can bring much joy to you too... but I clearly know, you had never like me... I can never replace that white rose in your heart... All I can do is wait... wait for that day to come.... I know I do not have beautiful petals like him, I know I do not have nice fragrance like him, I know I do not have that perfect stem to suppport... BUT I know what I have... I have beautiful thorns to protect you, I have this strong will and life to survive thru all hardship, just like my love for you....

Love Forever,
Your Lonely Cactus