Perhaps I am naïve, incredible stupid, know nuts about society… I truly believe in equality… and yet I faced many unfair treatments… Many times, before I could even make my comments, the judgement is already sentenced. Many times, I was treated as a second class human being… On many occasions, I was never given a chance to choose or a role to play, despite I have my ability and knowledge.

Someone told me, "You are just being too soft hearted, always giving others a chance, always think for others… BUT at times, you have to be selfish, right? Ask yourself who is giving you a chance? Who will think for you?"

Another told me, "You are not incapable but just not persistent. You have great vision and dream but you are easily shaken. Chances are given to you but perhaps hidden. You gotta seek for it and fulfil it."

Someone told me, "Well, you are just stubborn, try to look it in another direction, things aren’t that bad after all!"

Another told me, "There’s an opportunity for everything… There’s a time for everything… Sometimes, you are not meant to be… Sometimes, you are already in it…"

They are somehow right about me… I shall improve… I shall improve!!