I didn't actually believe I made it... Being so cheerful, joyful at work and yeah.... having nightmares and problems at homes...

Being greatly affected, I didn't know what I had done... I dunno and I simply broke down and cry... and yes... cry as in having the river of misery flowing out from the windows of my soul... I started to fear... I decided to lock myself within the room... FEAR...

I dunno why I felt the fear... I dunno why I have this fear... everything which is so unreal turn so real and nothing seems too real...