I wondered is it just me or what... I am always contradicting myself... Today, ah neh did not report to base on time... he did not report his status... I immediately reported his absence to my officer and my officer asked me to call his house to double check if he is still asleep before raising the absentee report... YES.... He was still asleep.... in fact I woke him up... OMG, it was 0840hrs already and he just woke up?? okie, I instructed him to report to base immediately!! I reported his status back to my officer, and she decided that she is going to give him 7 extras...

My officer also asked me to monitor his movement, eg. what time he report back to base? what time he is not around? I could easily help him by covering him but I did not.... I reported the actual fact that he reported back at 1020hrs, and he was not around from 1350 hrs to 1500 hrs... I even told my officer that he might be sleeping... That might actually bring him lot of troubles.... He might get even more than 7 extras... I just can't tolerate his attitude... He was actually sleeping during office hours and I know about it.... I reported it.... Am I wrong??

I asked ah neh to see the officer regarding the 7 extras, I plead for his leniency... I ask my officer to give him 5 instead of 7.... after some talking and scolding... My officer finally reduced the punishment to 3 extras....

WHY??? WHY??? Why am I always so eager to pin down offender, and wanted so much that they are duly punish BUT at the same time.... I wanted so much to plead for leniency, hoping that he will change.... contradicting myself... HAIZ.........