Just an ordinary day... when all will gather.... and the legend begin....
*WARNING: LONG ENTRY*

I met Odie earlier on, supposely to celebrate her birthday.. WELL, I must say she is a smart girl none of my "lies" manage to convince her TILL we reached CH's place. Odie wasn't too shock to see some of us there at CH's place.. I mean, she is smart and she know something will happen...

8:05pm
My handphone, I picked up and I was ranting at the phone... sitting at the doorway, feeling sad... The moment I dropped the phone, I told Lydia, "I need to go... my tourists got problem" there's some redness in my eyes. I went to tell the rest that I need to go... JJ tried to stop me but I said I can't, I HAVE to go and I need to go... Might not be back that soon... Odie suggested take a family photo before I left.



8:30pm
I left all the instructions to Lydia... still with lots of disappointment in my face... When Jimmy asked me about the cake, I said I had already arranged the delivery guy to send it in at about 9 to 9:30... Ensuring everything will be in place... and there I go for my job...

8:30pm to 9:30pm
All of them are having fun, having nice steamboat.. our singing queen,Lydia, even attempted to sing cantonese "Happy Birthday" to Odie..


Singing Queen, Lydia, she just can't have enough of singing..


Nice Food... Yum Yum


Whose hand???

9:30pm
As promised, Mr delivery man delivered the cake on time. CH approached the door and was SHOCKED to see me... Lydia TOO... Lydia kept signing "why are you here?" When I was walking towards the cooking area... more ppl were shocked... coz none of them know that I was putting a show.


A cake for Odie... Guess she was shocked to see me ba..


Birthday girl with so much gift... so GOOD... hahaha


Secret revealed that no one know about this surprise... NOT even the host, CH, and our leader, Lydia...


OKAY, Wine appreciation class... A wine named "Odie 1983"... yayaya... I got the year wrong BUT it show something... She looked younger than she is... kekee...


Yes, that's how Odie taste... She is a sweet, strong, unique... aiyah, beyond words that can describe la...


Lydia almost cried... wanna see? kekee...


Hmmm... endless surprise from Jim?? kekee... more wine.. dedicated for Creative Power... Let's call for a second celebration!


Oops... Jim got horny??? hahaha.. *M18: Not suitable for children under 18*


The birthday girl and the Organiser cum Emcee cum Delivery boy cum this cum that... HAHAHA


"It's showtime"? no... more to come!


Quick!! Cut the cake... I wanna eat!!!


Oops... Odie got horny before we even drank "horny"?? kekee..


Hmmmm... Mango and ermmmm... hahahahahaha...


All Odie's Favourite... Tabo, Odie, Sunflower...


Trophies!


Whoever wanna get horny, "Horny" is still available... So am I... hahahaha

Hmmmm...

I'm so thirsty for BLOOD!!!

I need help!!

I'm looking for a new job SOON!! anytime after CNY.. This is not a place for me to stay much longer.. PLEASE PLEASE help me keep a look out! My expectation... hmmm...

- Lab work preferably but plant work will be great as well (I mean what else can I do)
- 8 to 5 job (don't have much choice, I'm studying now)
- Chemical Engineering Related
- Challenging
- Expected Salary? Of course, as high as possible
- Sale Engineer MIGHT be an option.

Mummy came into my room, sat by my bed and said, "I saw her, J" I went blank and yet trying to put on a brave front. I being hanging out at the place that I think she might appear AND yet, there not even once I bump into her. Perhaps she looked different now. Nonetheless, I am happy with what I have now.

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Wasn't in a good mood last nitez... stoned at Bouna Vista MRT... desperately need someone by my side but no one is there... couldn't took it and walked off to a dark corner nearby and trashed it all out! Called piglet, trashed a bit... finally, kinda okay and willing to take dinner.. after dinner, got an urge to my secret hiding place... a place when I will always be when I am down... (no one know where is it except one of my frds, ermmm, now two of my frds...) after walking for a while... I realised it's so late... most probably it will be closed... haiz... went back home...

This morning, went to the secret hiding place, feeling better already but yet I think it will be nice to go lah, no harm going... didn't lie down at the usual green pasture which I always did. Was bought to another lake with load of cute terrapins (turtles or tortoise for those who think they are).

Laid back on the unusual pasture, relaxing... wrote a poem, as usual.. ermm... (poem not presentable here.. sorry... hahaha..) felt even more better... not as tense as before.. not too sure was it because of the different green pasture that I usually set my body of troubles to or was it that I was not alone. The feeling wasn't the same. The feeling was so unexplainable.

A glimpse of my secret hiding right below. kekeee... it's okay if you know where is it coz I doubt you know where to find me... HAHAHAHA... a good place to play hide and seek!

OOOO... was introduced this ermmm Durian Juice... WAH... NICE! DIE DIE MUZ TRY... hahaha... it's at newton Food Centre.


Secret Hiding Place

Don't call that shopping centre vivocity, called it lost city instead! It's so big till I can't find the washroom when I first reached the shopping mall. Met up with Weiyu for a meal and shopping... SO LONG time never see her, she changed abit... look prettier now la... kekekee.... Went round and round the city looking for food... hardly anywhere without queue.. (aiya, forget to take picture!)

Went up to the roof top playground... WAH... so nice! so good... so unique! Oh ya, bump onto Odie there... OH ya bump onto my ex-subordinate too (staring incident, hahahaha) and another primary school classmate (exchange glares, that's all...) So big yet bump onto so many ppl... hahahaha


SWIMMING POOL?? on the roof top??


Playground!! I think I am too old to play... haiz


Look at the crowds

Another weekend in JB... kekee... entered with Odie on Friday night... WOW, Custom is short... surprisingly but the queue for bus is terrible. Brought along my shopping list to Danga Bay to buy some stuffs... Saw this very unique colour changing egg... should had bought 4! ARH!!!! haiz... nvm, PERHAPS next time, keeping my finger crossed.

Celebrated Lydia's birthday at the KTV... quite fun! long time since I last went KTV... Didn't really sing a lot... kinda shy... kekee... well, noticed that Lydia have quite a nice voice. Odie too, ermmm, for cantonese songs la...


WOW! The Singing Kings and Queens!

Played with JJ's niece and nephew... They are so CUTE!!! out of sudden, have the urge to have kids ASAP.. hahahaha... too bad... no vitamin M and no one to assist in Project B. HAHAHA


WOAH! I'm on camera?


Smile!! See my SWEET SMILE!


Okay, okay... I know I am very cute... thank you... hahaha...

gotta return to Singapore... ARH!!! haiz... so sad... can't play longer... HAIZ! well... I will be back! hahahaha.... OOOO... no queue on my way back to Singapore!! surprising lor... hahahaha....

Great... I can't believe myself... I had just overspent in September after calculating my expenses... Already eating into my saving!!! WHY?? lost handphone, paid school fees, paid medical fees, buy laptop... HAHAHA... look like I can say BYE BYE to my China trip end of year... I must put EXTRA effort in saving this month! Gambattez!!!!!!

After so much fun in "It's Showtime" and now it's over, I felt empty... The emptiness felt like, "Huh, go home? haiz..." SO, I decided to untilise my time to the "maximum"... On every Tuesday or Thursday, I shall go to the library to borrow books or dvds... HAHAHA... Of course, all these subjected to changes... hahaha...

Leisure Targets from now till end of year:

Do a "documentary" VCD for Creative Power.
Finish the 2 korean drama and 1 japanese drama which I supposed to finish MONTHS ago.
Finish the 3 novels which I REALLY supposed to finish AGES ago!!!

Someone gotta kill me for this... kekee... I went JB over the weekend... pretty fun... stayed over at JJ's place.. Had a good breakfast together! kekee... went danga bay... changed a lot since the last time i went there... survey the bazaar over there... I shall do my shopping list the next time i go there... kekee...

OOOO... Finally played with lantern!!! SO FUN!!! hahaha... felt like I'm just 10 yrs old! kekee... come on, candle... BURN... DANCE!! kekee...


So nice, played with lanterns... adult no more! haha


No, this is not Singapore' s Chinese Garden... It's Danga Bay in JB...


Yes, I can't have enough of lanterns!

Mooncake festival?? BORED!! I wanna play lantern!!! hahaha... went chinatown to saw some pretty decoration... BUT no lantern for me... *sob* *sob*


Mr Merlion!!


I wish I have a house like that...


Aren't them cute?? Ladybird... kekee..

It's being 3 months plus and it's FINALLY over... althought we didn't win the "It's Showtime" competition, I must say for the past 3 month plus are the most memorable one... so much of joy and laughter... sweat and blood... countless of fantastic and creative ideas... finally, everything came to the end at 2130 hrs... I dunno to be happy or sad... There's times when we felt demoralised and many times, felt like backing out... Nonetheless, it's over... All I really need is some personal time to do my personal stuff... FINALLY!

Hopefully my poor headache will be over just like the competition...

It's being the 3rd day... Still having headache... and today was kinda bad.... giddy the whole day... perhaps, I didn't slept well the previous night... Even my neck and back start to ache...

Something striked my head when I was on my way home from Mediacorp... Could it be the blood vessel give way and now internal bleeding? I asked da jie if I should go for a MRI scan, she persuade me to go ahead as anything with the brain can be fatal. To me, it's no big deal... BUT, I think I just hope to be alone...

If the vessel give way, should go for the operation? Or should I continue to live my life as if nothing had happened... Continue fight the headache with medicine?

Arh!!! I am too tired to think... I am too sick to think... perhaps, I shall let it be... nothing gonna change the reality...