http://www.emailcashpro.com Awaiting for rainbow after a shower.....: August 2007

Monday, August 20, 2007

出卖

么多年自作聪明付出了真心 
总以为换到一个公平的回应

你床边的蜷曲头发残酷地说明 
长年的爱比不上一时的高兴

你的多情
出卖我的爱情赔了我的命 
我卖了一个世界却换来灰烬

你的绝情
出卖所有爱情好梦一下子清醒 
感情像个闹钟按一下就停

那么多年得意忘形闭起了眼睛 
还以为握紧一块安稳的水晶

你床边的陌生烟蒂残酷地说明 
内心的爱比不上胸膛的温馨

你的多情
出卖我的爱情赔了我的命 
我卖了一个世界却换来灰烬

你的绝情
出卖所有爱情好梦一下子清醒 
感情像个闹钟按一下就停

你的多情
出卖我的爱情赔了我的命 
我卖了一个世界却换来灰烬

你的绝情
出卖所有爱情好梦一下子清醒 
感情像个闹钟按一下就停

那么多年得意忘形闭起了眼睛 
却看到这样血肉模糊的风景

Saturday, August 18, 2007

Five Loaves and Two Fishes
Corrinne May

A little boy of thirteen

was on his way to school
He heard a crowd of people laughing
and he went to take a look
Thousands were listening
to the stories of one man
He spoke with such wisdom,
even the kids could understand

The hours passed so quickly
the day turned to night
Everyone was hungry
but there was no food in sight
The boy looked in his lunchbox
at the little that he had
He wasn't sure what good it'd do
there were thousands to be fed

But he saw the twinkling eyes of Jesus
the kindness in His smile
and the boy cried out
with the trust of a child
he said:

"Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you will
I surrender
Take my fears and inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
to feed them all"

I often think about that boy
when I'm feeling small
and I worry that the work I do
means nothing at all

But every single tear I cry
is a diamond in His hands
and every door that slams in my face
I will offer up in prayer

So I'll give you every breadth that I have
Oh Lord, you can work miracles
All that you need is my "Amen"

Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you will
I surrender
Take my fears and inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
I hope it's not too small

I trust in you
I trust in you

Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you will
I surrender
Take my fears and inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
no gift is too small
I'm sitting under the moon and stars... Wind softly caressed my face... Enjoying the peace and quietness out here under the light of the moon... At this very moment, I feel like sleeping and never wake up... tired and sick...

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Smart Alex... Fruit is good for you?? read the following story and think again...

This smart guy ate 2 big guavas down, coz it is so nice and yummy... in the middle of the night, this smart guy's stomach for hours... and he vomited all the gastric fluid (non-stop vomitting... for 1 hrs)... and now he is terrible sick lying in the bed, typing blog...

SO, think again... fruits good for health... hahahha... yes, of coz but not overdose... *feeling sick...

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Test flunk... ARH ARH ARH... these 2 weeks. I will be overwhelmed with tests and exams... I guessed I just failed the paper I took just now... merely 25 qns... 30%... I tikam 7 qns and got 3 qns I dunno how to do.... I guess... I gonna fail for sure... SUPER DUPER UPSET!!

Sunday, August 12, 2007



Silly me... hahahahahaa

Thursday, August 09, 2007

I'm drunk... no... I hope that I am drunk... to numb my pain... it's so unbearable... stabbed again and again... the wound run deep and it's not healing... I feel terrible... I am totally lost... I lost the battle... I lost it all... I have nothing now...

if only things are that simple... I won't be forced to the corner... DEAD END...

Monday, August 06, 2007

After a week of trauma. Things kinda look better... Life's moving on.... Tests are coming up... my exams for M5 and M9 is coming too... so exciting... doing something that I always like to do... Hopefully I can do it well....

Hmmmm... National Day coming!!! Feeling so patriotic now. Proud to be a Singaporean! This is my Home, where I belong... HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SINGAPORE!!!!

Thursday, August 02, 2007

男人的眼泪,不能抹。
它是我们最后的尊严。
当我们走到最后而无法挽回的那条路时,
珍贵的尊严流露,表示体面钢强的我们崩溃了。
被打败了,毫无保留。

当我们最无助的时候,
一人垂死争扎,世界像快要毁灭一般,
梦想灭绝时,男人的哭泣和痛苦,无人知道。
再多的欢乐和喜悦也不能换取我们的真实欢笑。
I cannot take it anymore!!!!! Bruised and battered.... Dazed and shattered....

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

31st July... Worst hit of my life in 2007...

Everything seem to go on the wrong direction.. I wanted to cry but... somehow, I didn't and holding back take me nowhere. It's a torment to me..