The fish told the sea, "You can't see my tears beacause I am in the sea..." The sea told the fish,"I can feel your tears beacause you live in the sea..."

Met up with some of the XTOMIC gang for Audrey's farewell dinner... too bad the gals didn't have the chance to see Aaron in his childish behaviour... He reminded me about how I behave when I was in Secondary School... kekee... of course, not childish like him la... but just being myself...

kinda sad.... was happy last nitez... went wala wala for JoN back in Singapore... and tonitez, farewell dinner... haiz... Have more and more friends leaving Singapore.... so sad....

okay... gotta find my dictionary for tomolo the translation job...

Mission Impossible!! My boss just gave me a mission impossible... ask me to translate some chinese articles for her... considering my chinese is a F9 case... can't read, can't write, only can speak mandarin... haha... great challenge!! after reading the article... guess I have crack my head real hard... so many technical terms!!

A tele-conversation I heard over the cubicles during office... someone making a call... try figuring what this person is trying to deliver across... OMG... rofl.... *puzzled* how does the person over at the other side of the phone manage to understand all these??

"Hello, this is ______ calling from _______... ermmm... you haven't the conform the quotation for the SQ? (pause) Ya, ya, ermmm... the SQ, got 2 already the conform... One is the the the Mr ______ conform... SQ XXX and SQ XXX... then the the the another one is the the Mr ____ conform SQ XXX and SQ XXX... this two ermmm already conform... but the the 3 person quotation haven't come in so cannot conform... (pause) ya, ya, ya... the 2 conform to fly conform SQ XXX conform but the the the 3 person quotation then can conform....(pause) so when you can conform the quotation and fax to me? it it better it you can erm erm fax in tomorrow or today... (pause) so u can conform the quotation SQ conform and fax me conform to conform SQ the the the 3 person conform... (pause) okay okay... thank thank..."

Haven't being in good mood for the past 2 weeks... That's why kinda went MIA from blogging... Went wala wala last nitez with JoN and gang... ya... he's back for holiday... talking of old times... guess we have some catching up to do... kekee...

Woke up with tears in my eyes... don't feel quite right... must be damn disappointed with her last nitez... I mean I don't blame her... ermmm... hope she's not reading this or else she will start to slaughter me... hahahaha... Whole of last nitez, I being questioning myself, shall I persist what I hope for in the first place?

Woke up all emotional just now... and I heard the song "You Raise me Up" from a far distance... (I'm still wondering if I am really hearing it... or it's just my mind playing trick on me) It wasn't very clear but I got worse... felt like I had just fall hard from a great height.. simply so lost... lost the sense of feel... feel not touch... the emotional sense... I switched on my PC and blast the song with all my might the whole morning... and just couldn't take it anywaymore and YES... the brainless side of me recorded down my expression... hmmm... reliased that other than writing and drawing, video-ing could be my next way of destressing... to relieve myself... kinda weird but it's simply bring out all the burden I have inside into the video... and felt the weightless shoulder after that.... and yes... it is damn funny looking at it...

Went out with Mikki for lunch early on... ermmm... a damn late lunch... had a wonderful game of bowling... I seldom met up with him but I never fail to lend anyone my listening ears... He shared with me his relationship problem which really surprised me that he face such problems as well?? Ermmm... I mean, he is well known to be the good lover, lady killer.... ermmm BUT never a playboy la... He's faithful... and gals, if you are looking for a guy with good figure and don't mind his height (shorter than me), he is still "available"... ermmmm... I mean still single BUT he has a dreamgirl le...

A short stroll from Esplanade to MS to Raffles City and later to Beach road, he shared so much to me... I was pretty surprise... I really enjoy talking to him... I just felt like yester year when we were still in poly...

I was dazing while travelling to work today... I started to daydream... finally, I owned a professional digital camera to my name!!! I started to imagine myself taking all sorts of pictures... SHIOK!!! okay... my next GOAL... A Professional Digital Camera... *keeping my finger cross... only 2 more mths to my ticket to Shanghai*

*Known Fact: I hate taking picture of myself...
*Unknown Fact: I love to take picture of natural resources, building, pictures with human beings...

* You can only say YES or NO.
** You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone comments and asks!

1. Taken a picture naked? YES
2. Painted your room? YES
3. Made out with a member of the same sex? NO
4. Drove a car? YES
5. Danced in front of your mirror? YES
6. Had a crush? YES
7. Been dumped? YES
8. Stole money from friend? NO
9. Gotten in a car with people you just met? YES
10. Been in a fist fight? NO
11. Snuck out of your house? YES
12. Had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back? YES
13. Been arrested? NO
14. Made out with a stranger? NO
15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? YES
16. Left your house without telling your parents? YES
17. Had a crush on your neighbour? NO
18. Ditched school to do something more fun? YES
19. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? YES
20. Seen someone die? YES
21. Been on a plane? YES
22. Kissed a picture? YES
23. Slept in until 3PM? YES
24. Love or miss someone right now? YES
25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? YES
26. Made a snow angel? NO
27. Played dress up? YES
28. Cheated while playing a game? YES
29. Been lonely? YES
30. Fallen asleep at school? YES
31. Been to a club? YES
32. Felt an earthquake? NO
33. Touched a snake? YES
34. Ran a red light? NO
35. Been suspended from school? NO
36. Had detention? NO
37. Been in a car accident? NO
38. Hated the way you look? YES
39. Witnessed a crime? NO
40. Pole danced? NO
41. Been lost? YES
42. Been to the opposite side of the country? YES
43. Felt like dying? YES
44. Cried yourself to sleep? YES
45. Sang karaoke? YES
46. Sucked your thumb? YES
47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn’t do? YES
48. Laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose? YES
49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? NO
50. Kissed in the rain? YES
51. Sing in the shower? YES
52. Made love in a park? NO
53. Had a dream that you married someone? YES
54. Glued your hand to something? YES
55. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? NO
56. Ever gone to school partially naked? NO
57. Been a cheerleader? NO
58. Sat on a roof top? YES
59. Didn’t take a shower for a week? NO
60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? NO
61. Played chicken? NO
62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? NO
63. Been told you’re hot by a complete stranger? NO
64. Broken a bone? YES
65. Been easily amused? YES
66. Laugh so hard you cry? YES
67. Mooned/flashed someone? NO
68. Cheated on a test? YES
69. Forgotten someone’s name? YES
70. Slept naked? NO
71. Gone skinny dipping in a pool? NO
72. Performed on stage? YES
73. Blacked out from drinking? NO
74. Played a prank on someone? YES
75. Gone to a late night movie? YES
76. Made love to anything not human? NO
77. Failed a class? YES
78. Choked on something you’re not supposed to eat? NO
79. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours? NO
80. Cheated on a girl/boyfriend? NO
81. Did you celebrate the 4th of July? YES
82. Thrown strange objects? NO
83. Felt like killing someone? NO
84. Thought about running away? YES
85. Ran away? NO
86. Did drugs? NO
87. Had detention and not attend it? NO
88. Dumped anyone? NO
89. Made a parent cry? YES
90. Cried over someone? YES
91. Owned more than 5 sharpies? NO
92. Dated someone more than once? YES
93. Have/had a dog? NO
94. Own an instrument? YES
95. Been in a band? YNO
96. Drank 25 sodas in a day? NO
97. Broken a cd? YES
98. Shot a gun? YES
99. Dated a married person of the opposite sex? NO
100. Written a love letter? YES

I tag all those who read my blog... hahahahahaha

I went to hospital to visit a colleague in my NS... This visit will change my view on life again... He's being transferred from ICU to High Dependancy Ward... I shall not speak of the details of his conditions.. but I can tell you, it is bad... VERY bad... it hurt me a lot... I started to wonder how his parents feel, his gf, his sibling, his friends... I couldn't take it much longer... and I left shortly...

Now still in daze...

Linguistic jokes

Incident 1
Over a sms conversation
Lydia: I reached le, where are u?
me: so fast? I am still rolling on the road... anyway, I gotta draw money first...
Lydia: I help you to draw. I have paper and pen to draw. Haha!
me: haha, that's a good one!

Incident 1
Over the discussion of the Street Fighter Characters, especially Chunli and Sakura
Melvin, Chenghong and me debating over some issues...
Lydia: 这两个女的，哪个有fireball?
Chenghong: 两个都有波
Lydia: 什么是波?
Me: the fireball lor...
Cheng Cheng: (didn't catch what I said) 什么是波?
Lydia: 那个power咯。。
Lydia: (ask again) then, 那个女的有波？？
(held back)哈哈哈。。。 问到很难听。。 哪个女的有波？哈哈哈哈。。。
Handako: 很像两个都有喔。。。
All: 哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。。

My colleague found out that I can write poem using their names, he requested me to write one for him...

周游天下，无所不知。
靖难之略，为他所强。
纹风不动，表情稳重。
棋王之王，所夺不难。

眼前忘情湖，
旧爱让此哭。
举头愿新欢，
心中痴成双。

Bad Times

Many questions were asked... I put on a brave front... For her, I gave up my dream... For her, I gave up 1 year.. For her I gave up many things... did I ever regret? no... never... it being years since I last met her... in my fragile heart, desire to see her but the sorrows hold me back... sometimes I wondered if I had move on...

Memories is revolving again... haiz...

千古忧愁，愁更愁。
天地有情，非真情。
人间有爱，未知爱。
阴阳两合，不适合。
黑白对错，错非错。
天长地久，若持久。

Good Times

It's felt like yesterday... happy to see so many members at the XTOMIC's practice just now... SO happy!!! What a great way to destress myself... I miss those days when we were laughing and joking...

Went Orchard just now... to shop.... ARHHHH... Spent a few hundred dollars... OMG... I should have just went off and took the bus... BUT I simply can't resist the calling of GSS... Kept myself under control for the past few days and today... haiz... spend money again.... sianz... how to save????

In the afternoon today, I was searching thru some language school and deciding whether to go for french class or japanese class... I like french.. but I doubt it will be useful for me in my future career... Japanese is fine... and it will be a very useful tools in the future if I wanna work in the chemical industries again.. Most ppl who know japanese got promoted faster... hahahahaha... HOW HOW HOW???

My last sms to my good frd before she flown away to Shanghai.... Take care!!

此行一游非短行。
一年半载不见您。
永保安康祝福情。
来日冬季陪你庆。
友谊七年忘不尽。
此刻无法送你行。
深表歉意在我心。
只能祝你安好行。

我好挂念， 我好挂念 ，我仍关心你的一切

Many of my frds said that I have photographic memory, but sad to say, I don't... I really don't... I have a super poor memory... I am just good at dates... someone made this comment, "it's a pity that you didn't become a historian... dates simply live with you..."

Yes... I have this strange forte which I tend to remember dates... but sad to say... I didn't take history during my 'O' Level... hahaha.... Somes envy me, somes praying so hard for this weird memory... for me... I hope i have the power to block some bad dates...

16/1, 19/7, 21/7, 21/10, 9/11, 8/12, 25/12.......... the list will go on and on... how i wish I can erase those dates... painful moment................

Great Singapore Sales, PC Show, Book Fair, Italy Fair... It's happening at Suntec... went Suntec with Debby just now to help her to get a desktop PC... LOOK at the crowds.. OMG....controlled myself not to buy any gadgets... luckily I made it thru... moving towards Book Fair... arh... another temptation... saw a few interesting books BUT I guess I have to ignore them for a time being... I almost subscribe to my favourite magazines, Newsweek...

hungry hungry hungry... went to eat my desire for now... Ramen... okay la, not that nice but that shall end my desire for a time being... went past Ben & Jerry's.... I started drooling... I tell myself, " No temptation has seized me except what is common to man... ermmm.. no no... No temptation has seized me except ICE CREAM!!!!" Went straight to the shop and ordered Mix 'n' match.. kekee... 3 scopes!!! YEAH... Nothing make me happier than ice cream... kekee... went shopping at carrefour.. yes... did some "marketing" well... BUT this marketing trip seems to be for myself rather than a household... let's look into Jim's Shopping Cart... Meiji Green Tea Icecream, Meiji Red Bean Icecream, Florida's Natural Orange Juice, Natural Grounded Peanut Butter and Many Many others thingy that I like,,, At the cashier, I almost freak out... looking at how much I spent... omg... it's alright, what's next?? went to Italy Fair... Haiz... saw some cute and interesting food... That's not all... I can't resist myself BUT to try one of the famous food of Italy... You know what's that?? Not Pizza, Not Spaghetti... It's gelato... I ordered a melon (melone) gelato... met Ah ni, had a short chat and I booked a cab back home with my trophies and prizes of today's mission to conquer Suntec... returned defeated... why?? THERE'S MORE TO BUY!!!! Nvr mind... The quest will continue!!

"Seats Unavailable" is all I saw... WHY?? WHY?? WHY?? I was too late again... haiz... wanted to book ticket this performance called "The Vegetable Orchestra (Austria)" BUT I am too late... irritating... ARRRHZ

Never mind, I shall give that a miss, shows to catch during this Arts Festival.... Join me!!

Ecrans Tambours: 9 – 11 June, 5pm & 7.30pm (Tampines Swimming Complex)
Pasar Theatre: 17 & 18 June, 2 – 6pm (Toa Payoh HDB Hub)
160 Characters : 2-4 June, 8pm (Esplanade Recital Studio)
Mobile: 17 & 18 June, 8 pm (Drama Centre)
Drought and Rain - Two Memories,Two Generations: 2 & 3 June, 8pm (Victoria Theatre)
K@osmos: 23 – 25 June, 8pm (Open field between Choa Chu Kang MRT Station and Choa Chu Kang Drive)