OUCH!!! A sudden sharp pain at the head or brain la, near my eyes... Lasted for about 5 minutes... Not a good sign...

First time feeling this tired....

OMG... it is a dream catcher!!!! I always wanted have one... and now FINALLY I got one!! THANKS ANGELINE!!!! This is one of the best birthday I ever received in my entire life... I had being wanting it for years le... never bought one for myself coz they said that it won't "work" if I buy it for myself.... And it is blue lor.... just nice to compliment my blue room... THANKS THANKS!!!! It came in just handy... Catch all my bad dream away!!!!!!!!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM EXPLODING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Weeping behind the keyboard....

Your encouragement worth more than gold...
Your praise worth more than diamond...

Yes... I am not so happy... I am upset... upset over things that I wish I can say... but I can't... *holding back my tears... Why can't things be a little be easier? Why am I behaving like that?

Just seen the doctor... SIANZ!!! I have to go for surgury on the 29th May... and will be on MC for about 2 weeks... *sob* meaning no more Australia trip for me?? *sob*

I need to move out of my comfort zone... will plan to take CMFAS Examinations in May. Wish me good luck...

"Happy Birthday!!" yes... without fail, lane is still the first one who wish me happy birthday and ying follow up next... hahaha... had an extraordinary birthday as in well... I don't celebrate my birthday la.. but for the first time, ermmmm... for think more than 12 yrs, I had not blown so much candle on such a big cake le... Thanks XTOMIC-ers...

I guessed I enjoyed today... Thanks...

quarter century le...

There's an emptiness I felt today... Suppose to have dinner with ying tonight but she called me 4 days ago that she need to go France... so ya... dinner cancelled... Suppose to have another dinner tomorrow or Sat with with one of my gal frd... and yes... she fell extremely sick and yes... dinner cancel... the feeling is kinda overwhelming... haiz... If only Violet is still in Singapore.. haiz.....

solitaire, 孤独, 孤獨, solitario

so happy today wor!! hahahaha... lalalala... dunno why wor... but sunshine said no need any reason to be happy wor... YUP... I am HAPPY!!! kekee

Friend

A friend is a lover, literally. The relationship between Latin amīcus "friend" and amō "I love" is clear, as is the relationship between Greek philos "friend" and phileō "I love." In English, though, we have to go back a millennium before we see the verb related to friend. At that time, frēond, the Old English word for "friend," was simply the present participle of the verb frēon, "to love." The Germanic root behind this verb is *frī-, which meant "to like, love, be friendly to." Closely linked to these concepts is that of "peace," and in fact Germanic made a noun from this root, *frithu-, meaning exactly that. Ultimately descended from this noun are the personal names Frederick, "peaceful ruler," and Siegfried, "victory peace." The root also shows up in the name of the Germanic deity Frigg, the goddess of love, who lives on today in the word Friday, "day of Frigg," from an ancient translation of Latin Veneris diēs, "day of Venus."

Parting is never easy... Friends in my life often come and go... Goodbye........

For some reasons... I am very happy... I felt the warm... kekee... something that I least expected did happened... and I am very happy... kekee.... HAPPY WOR!!!

On the hand, I am sad as well... Ying just called me that she need to fly to France on Tuesday... so she can't be in Singapore this week... haiz... For the first time, I missed her... Hey, you should be honoured and surprised that I actually miss you lor... hahahahahaha...

Moving on... Life gotta move on no matter how bad it is... I am moving on and I will continue to move on...

Princess and me agreed that I am a woman... hahahaha.... hmmm...

WOKEN! Very scary.. very scary... ARGH!! HEADACHE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *sob*

Did I really enjoyed myself? Do I like what I am doing or was it because I was brought up to like it? SCIENCE, ENGINEERING? I don't really like them even I know them so well.. OR am I just simply bored with them? Wanting to try something new and exciting?

An idea pop out which will kinda let play around a little bit longer... (I don't think I can ever settle down) If I tender in May, I can leave in June... and I can go the Great Under, Australia!! perhaps hang around for 3 weeks and return home and perhaps work part time for 3 months and vroom... there I go to Taiwan, HK and China again... for perhaps a month? and back home... Then perhaps work some part time job and fly to some other places...

Sound fun and interesting... Ying said to save money, why don't I work in Australia and fly to Taiwan directly cheaper that way... sound kinda fun too..

Dream Countries: South Africa, Egypt, Mauritius, Mexico, Canada, Israel

Why am I going through all these? I felt so... drifted apart, torn apart... Somehow... I felt alone... wept for a few nitez... Why should pretend to be strong when I am not? Why can't I cry out when I am weak? Just because I am a man (MALE)? LAME! I am a human being... with all 5 senses and emotions... I also need a support... I getting tired... very tired...

No feeling, no inspiration, no determination... I need a break... a long break... I need a good laugh... a real laughter which is really from my heart and not from my mask... What is wrong with me when things seems so right actually went so wrong...

OVERLOAD!

Do you ever notice?
Do you ever care?
Do you ever wonder?
Do you ever bother?

Do you know how hurt am I?
Do you know how sad am I?
Do you know how upset am I?
Do you know how sick am I?

The Five Love Languages

My primary love languages are probably
Physical Touch and Quality Time.

Complete set of results

Physical Touch:		8
Quality Time:		8
Words of Affirmation:		8
Acts of Service:		3
Receiving Gifts:		3

Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

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My language of love still remain unchanged after a year. Still quality time and physical touch... hmmmm...